So 3 months ago I come into work to find this new girl working the pay window in the drive thru. Cute girl too, and dressed conservatively so I hoped she was Christian. It took me a few months to get up some courage to talk to her, other than hello or good bye. Oddly enough, as I was walking to class one Friday morning I glanced in the room acrossed from mine and she was in there. I meet her for lunch one day just to get to know her. Awesome girl, and a Christian as well.
I go to ask her to go on a date with me as I was leaving work a few nights ago and as I was about to ask her, the manager on duty says "I thought you were out of here?" "Well, maybe I was gonna talk to ------ here before I leave." Then the most unlucky thing happened to me, which it usually does. "What, are you trying to get a date?" the manager asks. I wanted to turn to her and say "GOOD JOB YOU JUST DERAILED MY TRAIN!" But I didn't get mad nor did I decide not to ask. I just sighed, shrugged and asked the girl, "Wanna go out with some friends and I next Friday night?" She was busy but I did get her number and email. But some told me afterward that she said she really wasn't looking for someone right now, but I didn't hear it from her. Great, welcome to those conflicting voices in my head that non-stop come up with positives and negatives about the whole thing. My young adult confidence fighting my teenage insecurity. So for once I decide to fight the depression that would usually set in during uncertainty (I got other things going on as well, so I'm already stretched thin) and just kept talking to God about it. I figured I'll go out with her some night here soon, and if she really doesn't want to go further, than it won't. But what's the harm in at least going out once?

And as far as I know, Walsh is still alive.

Sorry for the inconvience.